I thought it might be good to take note of any good point in life right now, seeing that they may be a little bit rare, and that I can feel my mood swinging back downwards, so hopefully recounting happy moments that make up this good point in life would halt my swing back to moodiness.
So firstly, I went out with Leslie last night.
Okay, it was really really weird, because I really thought he would ask others out together. But apparently it was just the two of us, and I only realised it when I reached somerset. But no matter, I had fun. Although it really wasn’t very comfortable, considering how little I’ve spoken to Leslie. It didn’t help that he kept laughing at me either. =X Made me feel so self-conscious. But he has a way to keep your mind off matters bah. Not very sure how he does it, because he didn’t explicitly tell me to not think about things. Maybe it’s more of a “shit I need to not look glum else I bet he’ll come up with something to make me embarassed/bring the attention to me etc” that kinda thing. LOL. So it was more of a fear to be upset? XD
Went to eat udon, then kino, then got bubble tea (and i got mango milk tea which was weird but not exactly say not nice lah), then went to H&M (my first time), went to uniqlo….oh saw a really cute pair of shorts (i posted the photo on tumblr) then went home =X Normal outing bah. Oh, and he sent me home. Which was really really weird. But I guess it was nice to have someone to walk with while going home bah. The last time a guy who’s not my boyfriend or who doesn’t like me send me home was like….Raphael? And that was kinda to ward Kahhou off too? That’s why he started sending me home. But I ended up dating Raphael in the end anyway. Sigh. So that’s why it was really really really weird. =X Oh, I think it might be more accurate to say it’s the first time a guy I’m not completely comfortable with sent me home. That’s a lot more accurate bah.
Second thing is that all my projects are officially over.
I’ve just uploaded the last of my projects and there’s really no more submissions left. Although true, there are still exams to study for, but that really seems so much more appealing than doing projects. Not saying that my project mates are not great…they’re actually the best I’ve had so far! I really enjoy time with them…But I guess I just really don’t like to do projects because whatever effort I put them will also affect others and I don’t like the thought that I might actually drag them down bah. So yea, studying alone is much better. At least my grades lousy it’s just me dying alone =X
Third thing: My job as a telemarketer for insurance is even better than I expected.
Well I found this job as a telemarketer at Woodlands Civics Centre. The pay is average, but the amount of things I can learn is tremendous. This is due to the fact that I had the luck to have a really really good boss. He’s humble, street-smart, persevering and really likes to share with me. He doesn’t mind teaching me telemarketing and sales skills (which was what I hoped to gain from the job, hopefully levelling up my confidence level and competency in getting things done), but he also teaches me about insurance, finance markets, anything and everything in life that our conversation comes across. Really a great guy and a good mentor. So this job is really like striking gold =D I just hope that over time I can actually do well in telemarketing. It’s really damn difficult to do cold calling =X
So the three happy things in my life that made me feel so good, and woke up this morning with a smile on my face. I’ll be having breakfast tomorrow morning with Sammie, Cheng Xuan and Nat again, so hopefully that will help me maintain my streak of happiness. Just gotta make sure my mood doesn’t slip below the threshold and become “sad and moody” before tomorrow bah. I’m really sick of feeling upset le.
OH OH and I bought a white blouse from iora today coz I really couldn’t stand what I was wearing. But it was a find. Exactly the kind of blouse I’d like, except the price range was higher than what I’d be willing to pay for usually, but today I was just in that kind of a mood and I don’t regret it. It does make me happier today too.
Writing things out does help salvage my mood after all =D
