There always come a time these nights when I would feel extremely lonely all of a sudden. Yet I would have an extreme preference for who I would talk to online. Whether I want to talk to the person has completely no relation to how close the person is to me though. I have no idea how my preference…or maybe I should term it as “the” preference…is formed.
It felt good a couple of hours ago though, to be talking to someone I haven’t been talking to in awhile now. But with someone I’ve been talking to these days, it never feels enough.
Anyway, this morning my room was snowing – with shredded toilet paper. Sigh. Unfortunately by the time I noticed, the cats have already fled the scene of crime. Just moments ago the cats are too rowdy in their catching game, running over my table and knocking everything off. I punished Newton by locking him into the carrier for 10 mins. Now they are still play fighting, but in a more gentle game.
Maybe I really need school to tune myself back to equilibrium haha. Dammit, Japanese lessons are too expensive. Talked to Mark and kinda got determined to self study and pass JLPT 4. The only problem is there doesn’t seem to be a way to register for the exam without enrolling into a language school. Sigh. This is irritating.
I think I sound incoherent today. Sigh.
