Liberation~

I AM LIBERATED FROM EXAMS! WHEEEEEE~ Myraid of possibilities, life anew! YAY. Just deleted stuff on facebook. Notifications. Next up, blog. ON THINGS I’M GOING TO DO!!! It’s been a long time since I’m last this excited about break. ANIME HERE I COME.

Then again, it’s not all anime….HERE ARE THINGS I SHALL DO.

ROOM

1. Get a flea stall.
2. Sort wardrobe.
3. Paint room?
4. Visit thrift stores.
5. Buy/DIY/Rearrange furniture.

OTAKU

1. WATCH ANIME
2. Finish Fate Stay Night
3. Make Mafuyu’s skirt
4. Oh, that means going to Chinatown to shop for materials too
5. Make Mafuyu’s hairband.
6. Get 1m whitish blond wig
7. Look for the freaking simple but damn hard to find mafuyu shoes

Just did something about the wig and shoes. Should have them by June if nothing goes wrong =) Damn I’m on task XD

Misc

1. Learn Japanese. If possible chiong. XD (though I have doubts about my discipline in this)
2. FIND A JOB
3. Get all these plans down in detail in my organiser

Term break plans

On this particularly dreary day in school, I need motivation.

Therefore I shall fantasize about what I can do when the term ends! =)

1. Get a job at NLB for the break…might as well test the environment out early to see if I really want to be a librarian a not.
2. Watch anime and catch up on my backlog. Especially Railgun. Then there’s Dance in the Vampire Bund. And a whole lot.
3. Watch the movies on my backlog.
4. Read. Seriously. Go down the list.
5. Learn illustrator.

I’m gonna publish the lists of backlogs, but i’ll password protect them haha. These on top of some other stuff I want to do but am afraid to type out coz I’m not sure of my commitment to them. So yep! yay.

Another tutorial at 5pm. shall go. argh. JS paper research is like fucking up.

Secondary 4, Relived.

Dear friends…Remember that time in Secondary 4 when I missed my history CA and ended up ALMOST failing my history for the year? WHEEEE~ It happened again. I missed my mid-terms for my Economics module, and that exam accounts for 30% of my final grade. It so happens it’s the easiest module to score and I need every module I can get to pull my CAP up now too. I’m amazed at myself. ARGH.

So, anyway, my life is screwed up. I’m revamping. I know, I’ve said this a million times. But initiating is better than not, AND I’M STICKING THROUGH THIS. (Yes, I’m convincing myself.) So here are the steps.

1. Quit ALL obsessive compulsive games on facebook and DO NOT START ON ANY. Not till I get my studying groove back anyway. Obsessive compulsive games include castle age and mousehunt. And games like restaurant city and pet society, both of which I’ve already quitted some time ago anyway.
2. Regulate my sleep!!! So yes people, do not call me after 1am. I’ll end any call abruptly at 1am. And no sleeping in more than once a week, if any.
3. No phone calls till I’ve completed my To-Do list for the day. It has gone out of hand in the past month and I’ve been procrastinating too much.
4. NO GOING OUT ON WEEKENDS IF I HAVE NOT FINISHED MY TO-DO LIST FOR THE WEEK. Therefore, I must really be on task on weekdays if I don’t want to lose my precious “off-days” with friends. In fact, at least for this week and maybe the next, I have to work even harder since I need to catch up on my readings, summaries and stuff.
5. Do not distribute energy and time into things that I’m only vaguely interested in, when other more important things are not being handled well. FOCUS. Search and get back on track on everything I used to be into seriously. Things I could do for hours and not stop. Spend my excess energy and time other than studying into those things instead. Do not settle for any less out of laziness.

That’s mainly it. I strongly suspect I need to come back and read whatever I wrote myself daily for at least the next week or so. Probably longer. Okay, lecture break’s gonna be over. GO.

EDIT: Wednesday make-up test wheeee~ =)))))))))))

Trusting Friends

Had a really good talk with Aaron just now. I believe it’s the most productive conversation I’ve ever had. Now I feel less burdened, with a clearer sense of direction (even though the matters we discussed remains unresolved), and sighs a huge sigh of relief.

Raphael and Chenzhen were right about how I always assumed people’s reactions wrongly. I cannot express my gratitude (on top of love) towards my friends enough in words.

Anyway, the hour spent on talking with Aaron, on top of the time spent talking with Raphael over the phone, meant that I did not do any Aki work tonight. Which is bad. Since I have TONS of work to do by Monday. And I have not started on the bulk of it. So here’s a list of what I will do tomorrow. (I have this mentality that announcing it publicly online will prompt me to adhere to it more than my undisciplined self would otherwise have.)

1. Stick and string structures
2. PF Lab Report
3. GEK Essay (not due on Monday, but I think it’s pretty urgent already considering I haven’t started on it yet.)

There are actually many more things to be done, but I think I shall not be too ambitious. I’ll schedule for anything else not due on Monday tomorrow instead.