It’s 1+am in the morning, I have to write this draft writeup for my group because somehow I missed out on all the emails and contributed absolutely nothing for this latest assignment. What makes it worse is that we aren’t even sure if the draft writeup is needed, so I’m doing it as a just in case thing. So if it’s not needed, I have practically contributed nothing >.<
But here I am, writing a new entry in this over-neglected blog. Why? Because I have no idea how to freaking write the paper. It’s like, my last GP essay has been ages ago. I freaking don’t know how to write a GP-ish essay anymore lah. This is what the module is supposed to help me with though? Brush up my GP skills. >.<
So anyway, it’s over 1am. And I am supposed to sleep at 1am every night. Why am I supposed to sleep at 1am every night? Because I promised someone. And because it’s good for me. I suppose having work to do gives me a valid excuse to stay up. But the reason why I’m still doing this piece of work is because I lack balance in my life. Admittedly, I could have not talked on the phone so much. OKay, still so much shit to work out in my life before it’s fully under control and before I can be proud of myself.
I have nothing much to say. THIS IS REALLY JUST A RANDOM BLOG POST.
I realise just how sucky I am at planning things? Gatherings and stuff. I have no creativity at all. And no romantic sense. I like romance like girls normally do, but I suck at thinking it up. >.< Girls are supposed to be good at such stuff.
Oh, and let’s see. I have a new and weird (material) wishlist that I wouldn’t have seen coming a year ago. Shall include only the larger purchases…since I think my wishlist is neverending.
- Sewing Machine
- New Laptop
- Repaired keyboard? Or a new one.
- Portapro headphones (Don’t ask. Please. I’m not particular with sound quality or anything…but…things do sound good on my sister’s earphones and they do look cool…>.<)
- A trip to Japan (The guys are going to Japan at the end of the year…sigh envy. I really wanna go too boo. But nvm, I shall wait till end of next year or maybe the year after bah. sigh.)
Ok, I just realised that by only including larger purchases it doesn’t reflect how the list of things I want these days have changed >.< Not much anyway. Oh well. Shan’t bother.
Anyway shit I really don’t know how to write the stupid draft. Can I just do it early tomorrow. I wonder if the others in the group are really pissed at me now. >.<
Oh, and to people who bothered reading this? The fact you’re reading means you care for me. And therefore I have a responsibility to tell you this. Don’t worry about me…I shall be fine. =) Life is pretty good right now. I’ll handle whatever problems there are, and they won’t affect my happiness =) Thanks for caring!~ Seriously.
